Sach hai ke woh pehli si rafaqat nahee rahi

Sach hai ke woh pehli si rafaqat nahee rahi
Yeh bhi nahee ke milne ki chaahat nahee rahi

Toota hai kab yahaan teri yaadoon ka silsila
Yeh aur baat hai mujhe fursat nahee rahi

Bheegi raheen theen palkain teri yaad mein sada
Per aansou'oun ko behnay ki aadat nahee rahi

Ek pal woh thaa ke lutf thaa tere wisaal mein
Ab tere zikar mein bhi woh raahat nahee rahi

Jab hogaya hai khoon sabhi khwahishaat ka
Dil kya kare ke ab koi hasrat nahee rahi

Alfaz k jhoote bandan main

 

 

 

 

Alfaz k jhoote bandan main
Raz k gheray pardon main
har shakhs Mohabat karta hai

halan ke mohabat kuch bhi nhin
sab jhoote Rishte nate hain
Sab dil rakhne ki batein hain
sab asli roop chupate hain

ehsas se khali log yahan
lafzon k teer chalatey hain
ik bar nazar main aa kar wo
phir sari umer rulate hain

ye ishq mohabat mehr-o-wafa
ye sab kehne ki batain hain

har shahks khudi ki musti main
Bus apni khatir jeeta ha

Alone In da Dark

alone in this world
alone in boredom
alone in knowledge
alone in this state
alone with people
alone at work
alone right now
alone when i was born
and alone when i will die
alone walking through life
without any pride
how can you be satisfied
living your life like you do
when you know there is some one out there
who could really use a friend like you
no one will know how i live
no one will know who i am
no one will ever get to know me
because i am destined to spend my life alone
i am always alone.
it’s no fun to be alone
to do everything on your own
to live with no recognition
to share my pride with no one
wanting to have someone
to live my life with
but for now
i will continue alone
and all alone...

I'm not upset tht u lied to me, I'm upset tht from now on I can't believe u

Some people choose to hide behind a lie...and some just choose to hide the truth.. but in the end they say they want your trust but how do they think they can get that without them being truthful in the first place? people say that a lie hurts but then if you knew the truth, would you still think the same?? i see it as it can hurt both ways..in the end it is all about trust...

You Lost Me Bcoz Of Ur Mistake

                                                

                         I can't take this anymore
what is the point?
every time a get close to you
you walk away and take no blame

its all your fault a feel this way
there's nothing left to do or say
i loved you with all my heart
but you just tore me apart

ive never felt this way
every about someone
i just feel like walking
and taking the gun

put it straight to my head
hopefully end up dead
but im not letting you win
this is all just a sin

you've taken my soul
but soon again a will be whole
to love my life once more
i can now walk out the door

i'll just put you in the past
i should of known it wouldn't last
but at least now im free
i can live life happily ...

Thanks for playing with my feelings,

Thanks for playing with my feelings,
How i wish i could stop my heart from beating,
Thanks for playing with my heart,
At least to you this was a fun part,
you have left me broken, with my eyes filled with tears and fears,
At least you are whole, with smile on your face and not a sight of fear,
To you i was just a game, that you tried to win and succeeded,
Now that you are bored you've left me deserted,
Thanks for playing with my head,
Your sick little mind games,
You kept me guessing, till the very end,
Thanks for playing with my emotions,
According to you this was my weakness,
Thanks for your fake love,
Thanks for pretending that your cared,
Thanks for strengthening my belief, that LOVE is nothing but a pain causing pill,
Thanks for showing me that friendship is something that does not really exist,
Thanks for breaking my trust, for opening up, for sharing my thoughts, for placing my trust on an unknown soul,
Thanks for opening my eyes, you honestly showed me that Love too like friendship is something that does not actually exist,
Thanks for showing me the right path,
A path where to help is to hurt, to love is to lie, to share is to sin, to smile is a crime,
Thanks for showing me, a man with a heart is not a man at all,
Thanks for proving that I'm a fool, to have trusted you,
I will hate myself, till the very end, for loving you...........................

I effing hate him. I hate him more than I ever hated anyone or anything ever before. I hate him for seducing me. I hate him for making me believe I've actually found love. I hate him for sending me super sweet text messages and I hate him for kissing me with such tenderness and passion that leaves me gasping for air. I hate him for holding me like he's afraid I might break in his hands. I hate him for whispering in my ear, I hate him for playing with my hair, I hate him for kissing my neck and I hate him for smiling at me like I'm the only one in the world. I hate him for being so far away, I hate him for not letting me move on, I hate him for sleeping with her and claim she doesn't mean anything to him.  I hate him for acting like he owns me, I hate him for being possessive and jealous and for shutting me out every time he's going through a hard time. I hate him for making me question my sanity, I hate him for lying to me when he knows I don't believe him. I hate him for making me feel like a fragile porcelain doll in the hands of a very destructive child. I hate him. And most of all I hate myself. I hate him for making me love him.

Cheater

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U r Lier

Far in the distance
This is the view from the other side
How did I let this pass me by?

Took me for granted
Planted thorns in this garden of mine
What are the chances?
My hope has died

Please have mercy
You've unnerved me
I don't deserve this pain

So don't break my heart,
I ain't never done nothing to deserve this
I'm torn apart
You've had your fun, do you suppose I earned it?
Do you not see how I'm begging on my knees?
Don't speak, don't breathe,
You bring out the devil in me

Thinking it over
Those were days dark as ebony nights
The end of October felt like a lifetime

I had a suspicion
But didn't want to believe you a liar
You had a mission to prove me right

You took my trust
Ground it to dust
Found out I knew better



And I don't wanna feel the pain
And I don't want another day
Shackled to your ball and chain
You're entirely to blame
And I'm so tired of explaining
The sensation of no Novocain



I don't have a prayer if
There is no charity in your heart
Couldn't you spare me?
I've done my part